Immerse yourself in the positive .
Immerse yourself in the constructive.
What are you running away from ... and what are you chasing !
There is something that only you know ! oh common don't lie .. your world stops ! yes it does !
The world stops for the fools ! and yes we are living in foolish times now where everything is breaking or creating - why this effort of trying to understand ! you don't have to understand everything ! it's ok to be foolish they say !
But thats not who I am - why accept anything and why not change !
In this limited time we have why do we accept the stuff quo - I refuse - because status quo is painful !
Status quo make me realise that people who don't take responsibility and wait for life to happen are cowards !
Not everything is a failure or a success but the battle within in real - and yes battle and fight till you arrive ..
It's a difficult one cuz the war is within and its a painful one .
There are often no rules and reasons , and the fall is real just as real as the high was ..acknowledge defeat !
And surrender .. surrender because you know you want to loose because it's ok to loose and accept defeat because its your heart !
The pain is welcome because that pain was 'felt' and you wanted to 'feel' and now that you feel you don't know what to do with it ! you have forgotten how to process feelings and yes isn't growing up all to do with that where you forget feelings and accept the facts !
I am defeated - and locked !
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